Diary Day 106: Boundaries Abt CFSME, GET, Friendship, Learning.

This week’s been ‘one of those weeks.’  It started with a day on Monday that knocked me sideways, or should that be, laid me flat. From early in the morning as I got up to get ready to see my counsellor I could tell something was wrong, really quite different and wrong. My back and head […]

Diary Day 101: An Example Of How MECFS Really is. Yes Really.

On Sunday afternoon, my family were visiting. It was the first time they’d seen me since Xmas, which, for a group of relatives who all live in London, and all regularly visit my silver surfer Dad, is an example of how much planning it takes for me to host a social event at my place. Honestly, […]

Diary Day 98: Some Good MECFS Blogs You May Have Missed

Every week I get posts forwarded into my email inbox from other CFS or ME blogs. Here are some you might have missed, that have caught my eye: Jennie Spotila posts about how it’s impossible to find the right words to explain how the grief at losing her mother feels, something I can relate to since […]

Tory Majority Day 78: Why I Did Graded Exercise Therapy For MECFS And What It Was Like Plus CFSME and Diabetes

At the bottom of yesterday’s post, a reader posted a comment about why I’d written:  “None of them have helped my symptoms, except Graded Exercise Therapy. GET confirmed to me that I can do a bit of exercise and described exactly how much that is before I decline. It was useful in that way.” GET can […]

Tory Majority Day 77: What Works – My Rule Of Thumb For Getting MECFS Symptoms Reigned In

I’m suffering from an increase in MECFS symptoms at the moment but if you follow my diary you’ll have read how it feels pretty much every time I post. There’s never a day that goes past where the unwelcome guest isn’t in my life, so what do I do that makes it possible to manage the symptoms […]

Tory Majority Day 76: The Realisation Of The Limitations Of Having MECFS

It’s become obvious again: that this condition, this illness, this disability steals your life, your health and your choices. I’ve been having obvious spikes in symptoms over the last month. It’s not that I was well before the last month, honestly I wasn’t, but today I realised that before pressing the big red button to […]

Tory Majority Day 64: Chillaxed

Today’s post is coming to you from a floating cloud of relaxation. My fingers are barely making sense of the keyboard and my entire body is saying: “It was sooo good to nod off in the sun.” I’m officially a chilled out puppy, a chillaxed babe and so laid back I should have casters on […]

Tory Majority Day 55: Renting On Housing Benefit London. House Move, Not Going Ahead.

I should have known. Last week I was on the phone to my current (dodgy) landlord. It was the first time he’d been in touch with me directly since the decision was made to press the big red button and ask them to re-house me. While we were talking I had a sense of there […]

Tory Majority Day 54: Crash, Payback, Reason For The Gap In Writing, Thanks Tommy Walsh

I should have seen it coming – a crash, that is. Rather unsurprisingly after all the events of the last few weeks I had a crash which started last Thursday afternoon. For anyone reading who isn’t a spoonie or doesn’t know what a crash is, it’s a term that is used by people who have […]

Tory Majority Day 53: Rest, Cancer, Being A Spoonie, Pathographical Writing, Real Life Situations and MECFS

I went to and fro about what to write about yesterday, partly because I don’t write about everything in this diary. It’s public and anyone can read it and so there is judicious editing about what goes onto this screen. The judicious editing happens partly because for anyone with ME, taking on board the act of […]