Tory Majority Day 54: Crash, Payback, Reason For The Gap In Writing, Thanks Tommy Walsh

I should have seen it coming – a crash, that is. Rather unsurprisingly after all the events of the last few weeks I had a crash which started last Thursday afternoon. For anyone reading who isn’t a spoonie or doesn’t know what a crash is, it’s a term that is used by people who have […]

Tory Majority Day 53: Rest, Cancer, Being A Spoonie, Pathographical Writing, Real Life Situations and MECFS

I went to and fro about what to write about yesterday, partly because I don’t write about everything in this diary. It’s public and anyone can read it and so there is judicious editing about what goes onto this screen. The judicious editing happens partly because for anyone with ME, taking on board the act of […]

Tory Majority Day 52: Slings and Arrows….

It’s been a few days since I last posted. That’s partly because my attention has been elsewhere. Packing up and moving for a spoonie means that there’s hardly any time left to think about adding a blog post into the mix. There just isn’t enough energy left after battling with bulging boxes. I’ve said it […]

Tory Majority Day 51: For Anyone Who Wants To Know What MECFS Is

Even when you have an illness and know it’s intricacies, it’s challenges, how it feels, how it affects your life, how it steals you from yourself and your loved ones, how much it has destroyed you and how it rips you from your life, reminding yourself how it can be for other people is important. […]

Tory Majority Day 49: The Tipping Point For My MECFS, Antibiotic Prescriptions Perhaps?

[I’d like to precede this post by saying that I’m not a medical doctor. Even if I was, what I am about to say is termed as ‘opinion’. In a nutshell that means I’m allowed to write about whatever I want to write about, because it’s my opinion only. Please don’t rely on what I’m […]

Tory Majority Day 46: Heatwave & Inner Temperature Problems In People With MECFS

Yesterday was the hottest July day on record. Many people with ME or CFS will have suffered acutely. This is because our inner temperature controls are broken, like a thermostat that has gone on the blink. I have to have hot weather or a hot environment to feel well and since it’s become summer my […]

Tory Majority Day 41 Why Would Having MECFS Affect Your Emotional Brain?

I really like puzzles. I particularly like puzzles that are about the human mind, behavior and health. That’s one of the reasons why I studied Psychology.  Having ME has been exactly the same as it is for anyone having ME on an hour by hour basis. Filled with pain, sickness, exhaustion and the rest. However when […]

Tory Majority Day 38: MECFS Brain Fog, Cooking On Benefits and Energy Friendly Vegetable Soup

It’s been an energy sapping week with the potential house move and once again, I’m in the last few days of an ESA fortnight as well. I have a grand total of £8.43 in my purse and no money left in my bank account. This unenviable combo of tiredness, distraction and very little money sent me to […]

Tory Majority Day 36: What Julie The Disability Rights Worker Asked In My Housing Assessment

It appears that some of you who read my diary are particularly interested in the situation with my housing.  Since my at-home assessment with Julie, my new disability rights worker, on Tuesday this week I haven’t written more about it. This was intentional because I was processing a lot of what was said and I […]

Tory Majority Day 31: Rest. Noun. An Essential Part Of Coping With CFSME

Rest / noun / [rest] An essential component to coping with CFSME symptoms.  The opposite of rest to someone with CFSME is “activity.” Dictionary.com defines rest as:  refreshing ease or inactivity after exertion or labor: to allow an hour for rest. relief or freedom, especially from anything that wearies, troubles, or disturbs. a period or interval […]